When I walk…
I think about what matters to me now, what mattered to me then and what I miss.
As I was walking from bio lab today I walked past one of my old dorms. Memories spilled out my mind.
In particular I thought about myself and my last of 1 1/2 years (my last one doesn’t count cuz we were only together for a week *rolls eyes* that’s a long story).
I looked over at the old co-ed dorm and thought about when we were together I used to get out of class, text him and walk straight to his room. It’s a rainy day, so I also thought of our movie nights that we could just chill, laugh, talk and be together.
That’s what I miss… Having someone who makes me feel like nothing or no one else matters… Someone who puts me on a pedestal, not one that seems like I am perfect, but one that makes me feel like I’m the only one for him and he’s the only one for me.
I haven’t felt that from anyone in a long ass time.
I just miss feeling special.